back in brunei

I'm so far been in a pretty good mood.. since I got back! I get to drive.. i get to play netball.. i went to shahbandar.. i went to 2 korean restaurants. Ohh life is good for the moment.

Oh but my sport shoes are too small so.. i got my daddy to buy me new ones. yay! but it was time for a change anyway cause my old ones are dying.

I also played netball for like over 2 hours today. It was good but I can see how out of shape I am. crappers.. Anyhoo... I have a mission to clean the mess I made in my younger sis' room in which I'm staying in for the summer cause she's coming home from s'pore tonight. Whoops.. hehehe I've been procrastinating and throwing my clothes and stuff everywhere.. well mostly on her bed and on the floor. I dunno what it is about being home but.. I become instantly messy whereas in UK i'm pretty organised. Lol!

Oh yea! I had a stupid wake up call this morning.. LOL I mean I was supposed to wake up and I had switched off my alarm but the way I woke up was from the stack of pillows that was piled up next to my bed on a table thing that fell directly on my face. Someone must have not stacked it up right. Cheh.. I was half laughing in my head but also going.. wth?!

Oh well! I hope to enjoy my holiday here in FULL!!! wahahahha but also in moderation so I don't em.. hehehe * blush * gain weight again.. maintain!!!!! hopefully!

K over and out!

2 weeks plus..What have I

What have I been up to lately?

I went to alton towers.. emm.. 2 weeks ago! And I got past my fear and did the scary rides.. not like I had a choice but I did them without throwing up?? Hahhaa Imma so proud..

The other thing is that.. well I'm trying my best with the weight issue.. I keep trying to lose that one kg.. but hai~~ mainly.. I think losing weight has alot to do with mental will power.. I guess I'm going to have to keep myself busy when i'm back in brunei.. I've found the more I'm at home.. especially with money at my disposal.. I'm going to eat.. *sigh*

Anyway! I'm almost done with my essay! banzai!!! only the conclusion to go! What with 3 more assessments to go and an osce as well. oh god... seriously.. 2 more weeks.. I can't wait.. I'm already getting antsy.. I want to go home... Everyone's back home already man...

Been playing badminton loads.. I should head to the gym since i'm probably not going to be playing badminton for a while.. but really.. I hate the gym.. I'd rather go hiking.. maybe I'll do my exercise vid tomorrow? especially since i'm going out to eat tomorrow urgh.. bad jamie..

OH yea.. it's been so HOT... urgh.. i really hate the summer.. another reason why i'd like to go home.. at least my house is airconditioned all over.. I mean I know loads of people like summer and shit.. but urgh.. I've to make do with a fan now.. My favourite season is more like autumn.. then winter. *grins* Oh well..

kay! Hope that's been brought up to speed. cheers!

comprehension...

I just wonder why people have the misconception that i'm a scary person or that it's normal to treat me like a guy.

I mean.. it's gotten so often that I, myself have started to think the same way and kinda push it in that direction anyway. But I've even actually shown my temper at people. I haven't yelled at them with anger or whacked anyone with intention to injure. But people have mentioned that they have like an gut feeling of sorts that I'm a scary person if ever riled like a scary person under the surface. Well.. I admit that it probably is like that.. but I'm pretty even tempered nowadays and so much more tolerant. Hence, I don't get why they feel that way. *shrugs* it does have it's uses tho I admit...

The other thing about me being treated like a guy. Well, it was how I was treated as I grew up i suppose. But I don't get why people don't see that I like it when people help me or at least offer to help me. I mean I am self sufficient enough and I can do it myself but.. it's always nicer if someone offers right? AND for all that people like having the misconception that it's normal to treat me like a guy.. I don't get why they don't see that I like playing with makeup, cooking, baking, reading romance novels. So many things that mark me as a girl that I should be. I mean just cause I don't act like a total girly girl by being all sickeningly cutesy or pretend to be weak and flirt like there's no tomorrow as long as there is a Y chromosomed person in the room... does not mean that I actually like being treated like a guy totally man. Even my dad... said I should have been born a boy. I did ask him whether he thought I should have been born a boy but I didn't expect him to agree. That was kinda.. well sad. *shrugs*

Anyway, on a nice note, I bought a kick ass hair dryer =D. sick of the ones that keep breaking down on me. And I went out with C today. That was awesome. C always makes me feel happy when we're out together.

K! That's all!

*cough cough Hack hack*

I don't remember what was the last thing i posted. However, I'm just posting that I'm sick.. Like really ill. My throat hurts like someone took a knife to it and slashed it up. I cough and hack like an old man. I've got such a runny nose that my nose is raw and sore from all the blowing and tissue paper rubbing. Which btw.. I've gone through an entire box of 150 tissues. My nose? It actually hurts now. Like a really bad sunburn. Oh yea.. I've been sneezing consecutively in either 3 or more successive times. It's so damn exhausting. How am I combating this? By downing gallons of water. Sleeping loads. Okay okay.. I admit. My diet isn't great. But hey.. I'm too exhausted to cook anything.. I don't have a friend or a boyfriend willing to take care of me. Its times like this I wish I had someone to take care of me. I mean I always feel this need to take care of people if they aren't being taken care of.. but I rarely get the same in return other than a token " hey you okay? drink lots of water ya?" I want my mum so bad in times like this.

Anyway, this illness is such a pain when I'm doing my clinical shadowing. Plus I had the CDH which is the Child Dental Health floor today in the morning from 9-12. Meaning I had to pretty much hide my illness for fear of making all the parents run from me in fear of infecting their precious darlings as well as trying to pay attention cause I have to write reports on each patient I saw.. which btw.. I saw like 3 today. Apparently when I go to the DEC( Dental Emergency Clinic) floor... the average is like 6 patients.. oh the horror! My friend saw 8 today. Oh BOY! Anyway.. then i had a 12-1 lecture which was boring and I needed to pee so bad cause I drank loads of water for my bad throat and ran out of tissues cause my nose was so runny. I feel so germy. Then I had an hour lunch then on to the Clinical Simulation Unit where we played with our high speed hand pieces and burrs. We got to practice cutting dentine-like material. Way fun. I brought my block home like a trophy but I'm lazy to post the pic up. This happened from 2-5. SO it has been a dreadfully long day.

then again.. I went for badminton from like 8-9.30. I love badminton for the moment. I was so ill.. but hey.. I don't suck that much in spite of it. I felt a little better after but that was short lived. =(

Tomorrow, I'm hoping to get a couple of things accomplished. Like getting more work pants, my comfy yet expensive work shoes and some fresh fruits. Oh and pair of scissors and a another box of tissues. Have I mentioned that my old pair of scissors broke on me and gave me a nice big cut on my thumb? Gyeh..

Kay that's pretty much all I wanted to complain about. Heheh! It was a complaining post yet it was fairly detailed about what I've been doing today!