I got my results today!
and dugoon dugoon dugoon! I passed!
When I thought about the last 3 years.. it felt like it didn't really happen for a split second. And from a high school student, I'm now suddenly a 4th year. From a "fresh" 19 year old to a 22 year old in the 4th year. Only 2 more years to go if all goes well " knock on wood" before I actually graduate. With everyone graduating this year it felt like it went by way too fast. I couldn't cry.. I couldn't feel emotional because it just feels like I'll be seeing them again. THe last 3 years felt both like a the longest 3 years of my life and the quickest.
According the freshly graduated 5th years, the next two years will go by so quickly we won't even have realised that it happened.
I just felt like I had to get my thoughts into words for some reason.
Everything feels a little out of place. I haven't found "someone" yet and yet I'm entering one of the toughest 2 years of my life. I'm scared and yet I'm exhilarated that another year's gone and I'm free to be chilled again.
THis year had alot of downs.. and a few ups. Getting injured was probably the most shocking. I still feel like i haven't had closure on that and yet the end of that chapter of my life closed so anticlimatically like a badly written story.
I still am probably in a little bit of shock that I'm actually going to the next year.
A new beginning and hopefully with new resolutions, more experiences, more enrichment and more memories with the people close to my heart even if they don't know it =)
I feel that this year taught me alot of life's experiences. Taught me that my friends are real friends. Taught me to appreciate my parents fully and taught me that houses can be brilliant to live in if you have the right mix of people in it.
I'm anticipating the new year with hopefully an open mind and hope that things will turn out better than it had this year.
<3 you guys C <3<3,JW,JL,JJ.
