and then.. I cry...
i've tried.. and tried to look on the bright side of things but I reckon as the year is coming to an end there will be a moment when the cracks appear..
Do i not deserve a reward for keeping on going forward?
I'm just feeling a little sorry for myself at the moment and only remembering the bad moments that have happened this year..
I suppose tomorrow i'll wake with a better mindset and be back to looking on the bright side of things but for tonight i just want to be depressed. If my tummy was feeling alright.. i might be having a drink or two.. or three.. anything to dull this depression..
I mean.. i'm pessimistic but when the worst does happen i have an odd habit of looking on the bright side of things.
but for right now.. i'd like to cry about all the bad stuff that has happened..
just want something nicer to happen..
